Sometimes

I let things, people, or events make me crabby too easily. I do not like how I feel when I get overly sensitive like that. But sometimes I can't help myself and then feel badly afterwards because of a comment, thought, or feeling I had about it.

Sigh. I think it is my biggest fault. I need to really stop getting crabby. Or tone it down. Trouble is, these situations just pop up and I do not like the person I am when I react how I do. But sometimes I can't help myself. And then I think, where did that comment or thought or feeling come from? Bugs me that I can't control myself and just be calm. And not make such a big deal about things. It is not the person I want to be.