Just seems like in the last while there has been some unneeded drama in my life. Just hard to compete with.
This weekend was perfect. I was around some of my family. I got some projects done. I saw 3 different friends of mine. And that was just what I needed. I could just be myself.
I find myself in one situation in my life, lately, where I feel like I need to compete and I am so over that. Just too much drama and effort and a waste of my time. And mostly I was tired of feeling left out and of feeling a little bit hurt too.
It was so nice to take a breather where I could just be myself. Absolutely loved it. No 5th wheel feelings for me this weekend. Just good, peaceful, happy feelings.
So thankful for all that I have. So grateful. Grateful that my family knows who I am. Loves me and accepts me. No competition at all.
No pics to post yet but I have been a painting machine lately--on the walls of the rooms of my house that is. I really do like to paint. So fun to see the difference. I am getting so close to finishing. Woo hoo!
Just nice to make some changes. They will continue as I need to get some cosmetic things done in my kitchen, main bathroom, family room, furnace/ac...but at least I am painting. If i had an extra 10k hanging around, all these things would be done by now. But I don't. So I will dream and slowly save.